Houston We have have a problem!!!!
I don't know what to do about a couple things in my life that have come up in the last month or so.
For one I got this second job to help out with some bills and maybe save up for something but lately it has got me going crazy. I was hoping for 10 to 15 hrs extra a week. Well last week mainly I worked 16 hrs plus my 40 hr career, which equals up to 56 hrs for last week. I went out clubbing last weekend and I was so tired and burned out. I was feeling so out of it but I made it a game and stayed with it. With this job it is so easy but sooooo boring and you don't when you are going to get of there. It could be a 2 hr shift to maybe 4 or even more hrs. I talked to my boss twice and she said she would get back to me every time. I don't if even I can keep this up. I haven’t got anything done in the last two weeks and I feel like I don't get to see my friends anymore. I want to look for a job that says I’m going to work for this time to this time but I'm so busy that I can't even do that. I'm so afraid that I'm going to hit my limit that I have though of not working out as much trying to save energy but I love to workout too much to stop.
I'm also looking for a place next year and that isn’t going to good either. I have been so busy with this new job and trying to catch up I hasn’t had a chance to go look for a new place. I had looked at two but I don't think I can afford them on the salary I get at this time. Even with the second job I would be pushing it and if I keep the hours I'm keeping now I'm not even going to be living at the place except for sleeping. Sleeping doesn’t seem to be helping either. I go to bed tired and I get up tired. I didn’t even have this much trouble when I worked at Target at 4 am in the morning.
Other stuff in my social life I don't want to talk about over the computer. To personal for everyone to see but I can give you one word that can describe it all. DRAMA!!! Ok I can’t just describe it with one ward! How about: Confused, dazed, not know what the heck is going to happen next. I still feel I’m doing everything that God wants me to do but wow I'm like what is going on up there. What is You cooking-up up there? Why now?I’m just keeping in there and following the path that is laid out in front of me. Something has to change but I don’t know.
Well I'm going to get back to work and keep focused on the tasks at hand.
Piture of the day:
http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/astropix.html
That is so awesome!!! I saw that last nite!!
Till next time catch you later
For one I got this second job to help out with some bills and maybe save up for something but lately it has got me going crazy. I was hoping for 10 to 15 hrs extra a week. Well last week mainly I worked 16 hrs plus my 40 hr career, which equals up to 56 hrs for last week. I went out clubbing last weekend and I was so tired and burned out. I was feeling so out of it but I made it a game and stayed with it. With this job it is so easy but sooooo boring and you don't when you are going to get of there. It could be a 2 hr shift to maybe 4 or even more hrs. I talked to my boss twice and she said she would get back to me every time. I don't if even I can keep this up. I haven’t got anything done in the last two weeks and I feel like I don't get to see my friends anymore. I want to look for a job that says I’m going to work for this time to this time but I'm so busy that I can't even do that. I'm so afraid that I'm going to hit my limit that I have though of not working out as much trying to save energy but I love to workout too much to stop.
I'm also looking for a place next year and that isn’t going to good either. I have been so busy with this new job and trying to catch up I hasn’t had a chance to go look for a new place. I had looked at two but I don't think I can afford them on the salary I get at this time. Even with the second job I would be pushing it and if I keep the hours I'm keeping now I'm not even going to be living at the place except for sleeping. Sleeping doesn’t seem to be helping either. I go to bed tired and I get up tired. I didn’t even have this much trouble when I worked at Target at 4 am in the morning.
Other stuff in my social life I don't want to talk about over the computer. To personal for everyone to see but I can give you one word that can describe it all. DRAMA!!! Ok I can’t just describe it with one ward! How about: Confused, dazed, not know what the heck is going to happen next. I still feel I’m doing everything that God wants me to do but wow I'm like what is going on up there. What is You cooking-up up there? Why now?I’m just keeping in there and following the path that is laid out in front of me. Something has to change but I don’t know.
Well I'm going to get back to work and keep focused on the tasks at hand.
Piture of the day:
http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/astropix.html
That is so awesome!!! I saw that last nite!!
Till next time catch you later
posted by road runner at 11:34 AM
3 Comments:
wow yeah, i can't even imagine sticking more stuff into my schedule, but it's do-able, we can do this if we stick in there.
God never gives us more than we can handle even if at times we feel overwhelmed. You just have to try taking one day at a time and not worrying HEHe. Hang in there. You have a lot of people routing for you.
hang tight bud and keep marching like a soldier. I got faith in you.
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